From November, 2017

Peter Pan’s shadow

In regards to other people knowing about you or having opinions about that, my position is “What you think of me is none of my business”–Pat It’s funny how I cycle through worries. The quote above was from an email Pat sent me on October 8th, 2016, and here I am, rereading bits and pieces because I find I am struggling with the same things as I was last year. How very progressive of me. The bit above was her advice regarding how to deal with small school syndrome. I never understood the negative realities of living in small spaces…

Fine lines at midnight

Wednesday marked the second or third time I’ve come home crying or upset from work. It hadn’t occurred to me to consider quitting my job until Sem mentioned that I shouldn’t be crying over a part-time cleaning position that should mean little to me, especially since it’s been roughly 11 weeks, and I really don’t need it. If anything, once I’ve indulged in a cry baby session, I forget about it. And everyone knows I’m the person where if something is bothering me, the last thing I’ll do is forget. I never forget. But now I’ve been thinking about proportions.…